It’s the time that I’m feeling the most down that I should be smiling. Not because I want to, but because people are always watching me. “Why is she so happy? Why isn’t she breaking down like we are?” They will say. I hold onto hope. I hold onto faith, not my emotions. They fleet … Continue reading
Category Archives: Spirituality
Uncomfortable.
I found this in my drafts… I’m astonished. This is how it’s always going to be in life. People are going to view you as an alien, and at times put you down for being different, but no. It’s not about them. It’s about you and your faith; relationship with Christ. You will stand out, … Continue reading
Do it on purpose!
Along my walk with Christ, I have really been open to see that there are many people who do not take Christianity seriously at a all… I even began to wonder at some point what the point of this all is. But then I had a reality check – God has done WAY too much … Continue reading
Fear not!
Something that needs to be realised is that our time on earth is temporary. One day all of this is going to be left behind and where you’re living for eternity shall be decided by God. Lord, I just thank You for the fact that You just sat me down and really made me think … Continue reading
Little things can cause BIG problems.
About a week ago, I had gotten spiritually attacked… Sleep paralysis, yay! … NOT. I didn’t have a clue why this was happening, it was something that I thought I had overcome (clearly not). So I spoke to a loved one about this, and this is what he said: “The enemy shouldn’t be able to … Continue reading
True Faith.
We would rather work for You, than talk to You. For some, it’s the other way round. What makes me think you’ll give me what I want if I can’t even do it for You? Humble yourself. Be content with what you have. His grace is sufficient… I heard that and still began wondering why … Continue reading
Peace.
I want this thing called peace, but it goes beyond and beneath the skin.In order for things to show on the outside, you need to grow on the inside. Days and days were spent fighting battles that didn’t even have to be there. I’d apply myself to a task and have a back up plan … Continue reading
Worth It.
I don’t wanna just fall for anybody.I’m worth so much. I’m not worthy, but I’m worth it. Truth is, like everyone I’ve made mistakes. I’ve had my fair share of messing around with boys and drinking a lot. Shot after shot until it’s 4 o’clock. It’s not worth it… But I am. Abused, misused, confused. … Continue reading
Less condemnation, more love.
One thing I have realised with some Christians, is that they can tend to look down on others who aren’t saved, or have simply lost their way on their walk with Christ. I can’t even lie, when I first became saved, I used to isolate myself. I’d ensure I stayed away from people who drank, … Continue reading
Reconnection.
I just wanna be closer to You. I say this all the time, but what do I actually do? Do I give up at the first signs of difficulty, or am I truly aware of the fact that you’ve set me free? Self control is embedded within. You talk to me all the time, grant me … Continue reading