It’s the time that I’m feeling the most down that I should be smiling. Not because I want to, but because people are always watching me. “Why is she so happy? Why isn’t she breaking down like we are?” They will say. I hold onto hope. I hold onto faith, not my emotions. They fleet … Continue reading
Tag Archives: Change
Uncomfortable.
I found this in my drafts… I’m astonished. This is how it’s always going to be in life. People are going to view you as an alien, and at times put you down for being different, but no. It’s not about them. It’s about you and your faith; relationship with Christ. You will stand out, … Continue reading
Little things can cause BIG problems.
About a week ago, I had gotten spiritually attacked… Sleep paralysis, yay! … NOT. I didn’t have a clue why this was happening, it was something that I thought I had overcome (clearly not). So I spoke to a loved one about this, and this is what he said: “The enemy shouldn’t be able to … Continue reading
True Faith.
We would rather work for You, than talk to You. For some, it’s the other way round. What makes me think you’ll give me what I want if I can’t even do it for You? Humble yourself. Be content with what you have. His grace is sufficient… I heard that and still began wondering why … Continue reading
Less condemnation, more love.
One thing I have realised with some Christians, is that they can tend to look down on others who aren’t saved, or have simply lost their way on their walk with Christ. I can’t even lie, when I first became saved, I used to isolate myself. I’d ensure I stayed away from people who drank, … Continue reading
Reconnection.
I just wanna be closer to You. I say this all the time, but what do I actually do? Do I give up at the first signs of difficulty, or am I truly aware of the fact that you’ve set me free? Self control is embedded within. You talk to me all the time, grant me … Continue reading
Mr and Miss Lust.
Let me take a second to introduce you to Mr and Miss lust… The authors of infidelity and mistrust. Notice how I said Miss and not Mrs, Because she’s not a committed woman, just a mistress. And this lil miss dresses so sensually, So much so that she persuasively alters your desires, and … Continue reading
New year, new me?
Guys, guys. Please just take this in. Just a little something before heading into the new year! I’ve been moved to share my story on a number of occasions, but fear took over… He has granted me the strength to overcome this, and now here I am. I pray that this truly triggers change for someone. … Continue reading
him vs Him.
You’ve got me feeling as if I should feel something… Something towards your immaturity, your impurity. That’s got nothing to do with me. I was your lady, your baby, your boo. We weren’t speaking for so long. You went from hey to who? Who are you? Oh… That’s right. I know you. You ain’t changed. … Continue reading
It’s okay.
Relax yourself. It’s not that deep. Chill out. Just this one time… All lies. You need to realise you’re doing this. Don’t let him fool you, you’ll regret it. Hate is what you will feel in the morning. You’ll be mourning. Yawning. Tired of yourself. These repetitive ways lead to empty days… You may have laid … Continue reading